Week 1, Day Two: The day of family attacks

Today was relatively successful compared to yesterday. I was able to prepare something decently good and eatable but the problem was that it was really not delicious! That's probably what you get when you don't know how to cook healthily yet you try! Haha! You just go to the extremes and just cook almost raw food which tastes like nothing. I did some omelette and baked potatoes in the oven. Tasteless, doesn't keep you fill but which I consider as a progress because it's way better than the sandwiched and fast food plates.

Today, was a hard day because I received a lot of criticism from my family, they laughed and were certain that I would give up soon and easily. It was hurtful and mean, and I am profoundly bothered by this right now... I just wish to run away...

It is hard to cope with all of this while you are trying so hard. I feel hungry and tired! I woke up at five A.M again this morning and they don't try half as hard, yet they just criticize and everybody pretends to know everything about it! Ok Ok! You're great! You know everything but please just leave me figure out my own way! I am learning and I want to do it alone, if I need help I will ask for it from the people I believe could help me!